Losing it in Utah now.

I'm starting over. Here's me as I am today.

191.4 pounds.
43, 38, 47.

I look so old! And tired. I felt fine while taking the pictures but I have to admit, I shun the camera on a general basis. And clearly, this is why.

My goal is to lose 50 pounds by June 23. In other words, my birthday. That will be 2 pounds a week. I will be religious with using Weight Watchers and I will be rewarding myself with something new to watch while I treadmill for every 10 pounds I shed.

I will also be taking these pictures every first of the month. I can do this. I will do this. I don't want to be embarassed or old anymore.